Anna had boyfriends regularly and they were all quite the same, young awkward teenage boys that were overjoyed they had a girlfriend.
I was yet to meet Anna's latest boyfriend so it wasn't until Anna had a small party for her 17th Birthday that I met him.
His name was Lukas, he was 19 and was absolutely gorgeous, tall, tanned, green eyes, broad shoulders and ruffled blonde hair. He came up and introduced himself to me and gave me a firm handshake, which I find is so important when I meet new people.
He gave me a charming, white-toothed smile and said how pleased he was to meet me. I had never intended to look amazing for the evening, but dressed up for her birthday, but after meeting Lukas I rushed back to my room to fix my hair and makeup. Over the years Anna was my only child and had taken care of my appearance, I was only young and used to attracting men. I knew I shouldn't have with Lukas but there was something I couldn't resist.
I ignored my feelings for him that night, looking at him when I coincidentally had to put more food or drinks out. While getting food from the kitchen I overheard the boys on the porch talking about how much of a MILF I was. I didn't know what a MILF was until I asked Anna the next day.
Most of the guest's stayed the night and as I went to bed I walked out to see Lukas returning from the bathroom shirtless. I tried to ignore it as best as I could but Lukas noticed my interest straight away and gave me a flirty, arrogant smile. I composed myself and returned the look, his surprise gave me the knowledge I could have him straight away. I controlled my urge that night; I knew it was Anna's birthday.
Every time Anna wanted to invite him over I said no, I didn't want to confront him, or the feelings I had.
Anna got upset so often when she couldn't have him over as it had never been an issue and thought I hated him.
One night I finally agreed to let Lukas stay over and I nervously got ready, my hands shook when I put my mascara on and I put on my nicest underwear and sprayed on the perfume I only used on special occasions, Chance Chanel.
Lukas was arriving from his water polo practice and Anna had singing lessons, so I assumed they would arrive the same time.
Unfortunately at 6 Anna called and said there had been a car accident and traffic had been built up, she was trying to get the back way home but couldn't get through.
Lukas arrived on time, I thought it would be awkward, conversing with my daughters boyfriend but I found him so witty and charming, he spoke so confidently and smoothly, I couldn't understand if he was flirting with me or not. I got a wine out of the fridge as I did every night and found myself flirting with him, biting the edge of my wine glass and laughing when he spoke, leaning over casually so he could catch a glimpse of my cleavage. I noticed his eyes glanced casually over my body, there was no effort to hide it and he caught my eyes, in that moment I knew I had to do something.
He stood up and took my glass to the kitchen after I downed my wine and I followed him in.
He had his back to me so I kissed his neck down to his collar and slid my hands down his body. He turned around and put me on the kitchen bench, his hands were everywhere; he was more experienced than any man I had ever been with. We were so frantic for each other he tore off my shirt; my nice underwear and we made love on the bench top.
We suddenly heard Anna's car pull into the drive way and I grabbed my clothes hurriedly and ran to my room to shower and change, not before Lukas pulled me in quickly and kissed me in a way I had never been kissed before.
That night while they were watching movies I heard Anna's voice, she was yelling at Lukas, he smelt like perfume she didn't own and had the tiniest smudge of lipstick on his blue collar. She screamed and cried, telling him he could never come back. I waited in the next room; scared he would tell her our dirty secret.
He denied it guiltily and left, knowing Anna wouldn't forgive him.
He called home the next day while Anna was at school and I agreed he could come over during the day as long as Anna wasn't here.
I wanted to call it off but he was too gorgeous, there were no string attached.
I still see Lukas one or two days a week, Anna doesn't know and never will, though we agreed it was too much of a risk to continue doing what we did at our house.
I feel horrible for doing this to Anna and she tried patching her relationship up with Lukas but he never wanted to get involved again after hurting her so much.
I don't know if I can overcome the guilt I feel, but when I'm with Lukas the sex is just amazing, I threw out my Chanel perfume too.
Names have been changed. Picture posed by models.
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